6.....

One week from tomorrow, my perfect little red headed boy will be a big, grown up 6-year-old! I am so unbelievably proud of this little man that has made my life so perfect, he is everything good in this world and he is the exact definition of perfection to me! But... I don't want him to grow up. I think the reality of the situation has hit me today, because everytime I think about it, I cry. What a baby I am, but holy cow, I don't want my Bubba to grow up.

It is amazing how strong of a bond DaxC and I have. There is just something about a Momma and her baby boy... There is NOTHING in this world that I would not do for this little man and I hope one day he knows the amount of love I have for him and the amount of love he has brought into this world. He is a blessing that I never knew that I needed and the second I saw that bruised, round face, I knew I would never be the same. Every day my heart walks outside of my body with that little boy and I am so thankful to be his Mommy.

I am sad, but I need to just enjoy Dax's last week at a 5-year-old and be thankful for the light he has brought into my life. He, on the other hand, is SO excited for his birthday and has about 15 different party ideas planned. I need to sit him down and come up with a plan so we can get a fun party put together.

 Brand new baby boy!

 1-Year-Old Cowboy

 Rockin' the Mowhawk at his 2nd Birthday!

 Handsome little dude!

 3-Years-Old!!!

~ FOUR~

5 going on 6!!!